WOW… where do I begin?
Let me start out here on the top of Mt Agamenticus, here in York, Maine overlooking the amazing greening land and the clouds over the Atlantic Ocean.
I can’t really believe that for a month I have been trying to rectify computer issues which arose from a Microsoft Update and changed my life in ways I’m still figuring out.
We don’t really understand our addictions until they cripple our lives or destroy what we have worked so deeply from the heart to accomplish.
The minute details are really boring yet the awareness it brought to me is profound.
I will spare you the tedious and frustrating moments and express the gift.
Each of us have to begin anew every once in a while because we get far too comfortable and less respectful for who We are and what We do.
We need to clean house so to speak, of all the clutter and accumulated patterns of our addictive behavior. Not to think we will never repeat some of them but to deeply seek their root cause and set it free with Love and Compassion.
I realized during this totally frustrating time of checking for lost files and learning new skills of reformatting computers, my ability to not lose my temper during this was a Divine Gift of deep revelation and profound inner change.
In past times I would have completely lost it and created a scenario equal to a personal earthquake with all its destruction… but I did not.
How great a feeling it is to send this little note out although it became a longer journey than I would have thought, to sit here and post anew. Especially when there are now 4 Presence of Light Talks which need to be posted.
So for my faithful readers the message of my absence is to trust that whatever you are going through in your life right now is a part of your transformation.
Your transformation is a part of your greater transmutation in which We All are now participating in as Humans.
“Keep Going” even if you have to pull way back out of everything that you think is important and find yourself once again within your hearts renewed and refreshed, even when the work you had to accomplish may not have been pleasant.
Blessing of Peace, Light and Love to you All