Leaves shudder and blow from the branches as they turn into the colors of fire
Reminding us of the cooler and darker season
in which we will reflect on our recently past days of Summer
Green and Bright they brought forth abundance
as we toiled and gathered in the warm breezes
holding sacred ceremonies for health and renewal
Now we join our hearts on the day of equal Light
to reflect on balancing both Day and Night,
as well as our Divine Feminine and Masculine energies.
Let us give our gratitude to all who assist us
from realms and dimensions both within and around us
in our planetary work of realigning all that is not in harmony
knowing that our family is much greater than what appears
Yes it is a time of both reflection and gratitude for all As we pass the Light to our family in the South with Love
May each of us honor within our hearts the sacredness
of all the cycles of Life and make an offering of water, cider or wine
to those special trees and stones we respect as Guardians
As they too, surrender to the seasons and cycles of balance
We humans are an amazing species of Life and cannot ever imagine fully what it is like to not Be outside of our physical bodies.
Well in 1991 I had what is typically identified as an NDE and have been expressing myself as such for 27 years next month.
Recently I was cleaning out some posts from my Facebook Notes page as it was a very nice place to post until the parameters changed and became somewhat limited in its ability to be similar to a blog.
So as I was removing articles and reposting some I found this picture and writing which describes my return to Source on the day I died and then back into this body.
So I offer it here for you to all to enjoy and think about.
The Point of Return
Charlie Riverman Bergeron
Looking in what appears to be a downward direction
from a point within pure consciousness
you see yourself talking as if watching a movie
the moment fades away as gently as it came.
Questioning the vision, seeing beyond cognition
being drawn into the mystery,
they call us from within and expect no answer
but that of our oneness.
With sameness and familiarity,
now accepted, we relax and let the journey begin
each step becoming less necessary as we
are gently guided into the brilliant portal
Before us, brighter than sunshine,
This vertical light shaft draws us and wraps around us
As if we were age-old friends, knowing us intimately
And yet not judging, we merge
Into the Light we expand without moving
No body, no mind, all self-image left behind
There is always a moment we wait for resting quietly and listening silently without any struggle of thought
We are never really knowing if it will appear yet are always vigilant for its arrival
Then in perhaps a single flashing second it arrives with the impact of lightning fully charging us with emotion beyond words
A teardrop forms and then another arising from the deep well within our hearts
This ever-present well of deep waters laying beneath all of our human concerns waits to be released even if in single droplets
Oh such Deep Water and so healing if only all could understand your power
Then in a giant wave we would all gather to pour forth from our innermost depths of separation and crash on the shores with a roar of fearlessness
Calling all to come forward and remember the Truth wherein even one drop of water is an ocean of life that must be honored and returned to its rightful throne as a Source of Creation.
On the 31st of January the Loving Waters council and community in partnership with 7 Days of Rest invited all to a special gathering themed…
RISING IN SOLIDARITY FOR MOTHER EARTH
in deep resonance and honoring of “World Interfaith Harmony Week”
The World Interfaith Harmony Week was first proposed at the UN General Assembly on September 23, 2010 and which is observed and been continued since during the 1st week of February.
Loving Waters is a growing community of Water lovers, advocates and guardians uniting together in remembrance of our primary sacred relationship ~ Water as Life. As Water Guardians we celebrate our ONE Water as the source of all life on Earth. We are an educational community bringing broader awareness of our Water as an intelligent living organism to be respected and loved. Our vision is to globally inspire local communities into deeper conversations regarding our vital stewardship and guardian roles of caring for our world’s Water.
I as a Council Member share below the video recording of our gathering and invite you to check out our website to find out more about us… our mission and various projects which are deepening as we gently follow the water currents of our hearts.
As well we have a Facebook Page where you can stay informed of our ongoing energy of Love and Support for the Water as well as marvelous messages and others like yourself who are beginning to ask how can I help the water though peaceful and heart based communion.
We are usually physically gathering at the waters on the Full Moon for ceremony and an offering of our prayers/blessings and meet virtually on these Water-Heart-Wisdom calls on each New Moon, so this shows how we listen to the Water and respond in service to Her beautiful voice.
Below please find the link below to the recording on our YouTube page of this special gathering of water guardians who represent a worldwide and deep inner passion not only for Mother Earth but more specifically Grandmother Water without whom no life would exist.
This morning I awakened from what we commonly call a nightmare and found it difficult to shake off quickly, which is something I’m pretty good at.
My usual greeting of the day with a Thank You for being here, was not to be found nor heard.
Knowing that dreams are in many ways messages from our sub and super consciousness, this one has certainly become one to write about. So I begin…
In brief, I was with two young boys at the beach as their chaperone, or in the least I was responsible for them and not their parent. They left me to go explore a house by the water which was more like a barn and was having some sort of festival on the grounds.
I did not go with them but told them where I would be so they could meet me when they were finished. As I watched them walk down the hill, I felt how proud I was that they were becoming self-reliant and was pleased at their growing maturity.
After a while I began to worry, as they had not returned and when I went to look for them they were not to be found. So of course, fear and panic ensued and I was now searching everywhere and blaming myself for trusting that they would be OK on their own.
Finally I woke up and I immediately looked up dreams about children and death as I was certainly feeling that deep emotional sense of loss and liability.
I won’t belabor the story or the state of chaos which ensued. As you can imagine it was horrifying, but it did dissipate and left me pretty emotionally triggered.
Oh the mind just can’t let go of anything now, can it? It just ruminates in the background keeping our energy hostage.
In the end… no specific answer was found to resolve my feeling of how I might perhaps be failing my own responsibility of “encouraging and inspiring others”.
That message was brought to me yesterday morning after a brief centering into my heart and asking of what truly brings me Joy.
And Yes, we all have those moments of where we need to sit quietly and contemplate our sense of Self.
Especially since I had died 26 years ago and was now really feeling the new energies of 2018 calling me forward, to really represent who I truly am.
As my New Moon morning now rolled on, someone on Facebook asked me about one of my Bumper Stickers “Practice Unlimitedness” and it became the inspiration to begin this blog you are now engaged in.
The picture below is a group of nine bumper stickers which I was guided to create by my Angels as I was trying to figure out what was then called my NDE, back in the early 90’s.
People were just investigating this process and I chose to experience what was happening within me rather than listen to the label makers, who were collecting data and categorizing it for their various modalities.
They were created shortly after my motorcycle accident when I had no money, little understanding of myself or life, living alone and on the goodwill others towards me after a period of divorce, bankruptcy, alcoholism and homelessness.
SO… how does a Nightmare, Practice Unlimitedness and Saving Grace all come together in a blog…
The nightmare was the energy which set it all in motion, a friend asking about that particular bumper sticker and the Gratitude I have for being here now to express it all.
What does it mean to Practice Unlimitedness?
How can we fully understand self-limiting expressions?
Especially when we are so deeply connected to so many of our past experiences that when we begin to shift and move towards fulfilling unlimitedness, we experience nightmares and emotional crisis.
The Message for us all is really all about Saving Grace…
Saving Grace is the only real answer that I can share with you.
The Saving Grace that I actually became when I was returned to what I refer to as my death or return to Original Energy Blueprint… however you may wish to label it.
And so today on this New Moon as we begin not only 2018, but a deepening relationship with ourselves and each other, let us begin to see how Saving Grace has appeared to us in so many ways over our lifetime.
Are we ready to receive it Now “unconditionally, with and in an open heart without conditions” ?
Yes , we have suffered and endured great pains.
We may be experiencing them today in some dramatic form and they may truly be a Nightmare, both physically and emotionally.
And yet, as I now write these words … Bluebirds appeared on my porch in 20 degree weather looking for food…
Such beautiful messengers!
Their message is about happiness and fulfillment which are within reach when we let go of our self-judgement and begin to experience ourselves without letting limitation in any form hold us back from being who we truly are.
So let us now open our hearts…
Let us also appear with a deep desire
and listen to the Messengers of Saving Grace
trusting in our Unlimited Abundance through Grace
so that we also may also understand better
how we can “Practice Unlimitedness”
in all aspects of our daily lives
as we co-create Balance and Harmony
in this world of physical form we are living in
and receive All the Blessings of Peace, Light and Love
Saving Grace to you All and Thank You
Charlie Riverman Bergeron
The beautiful frozen York River,York, ME on January 1st, 2018
On January 2nd I presented a guided meditation as a part of a Global gathering of reflection which is called 7Days of Rest as a Council Member of Loving Waters
I now share with you the MP3 and a link to that live meditation as well as the written form below it.
Heart Resonance – Meditation – Restoring Flow
Gathering within the waters of our Heart to deepen our personal relationship and ancient connection Water in all forms.
As we begin our journey into the Year 2018 it is important to deepen our relationship with all water.
………………………………………………………………………
Let us begin by quietly dropping our attention into our Hearts.
(Which by the way is about 79% water)
and a magnificent electromagnetic generator
which sustains us in a toroidal field of energy
that is ready for all aspects of our daily physical lives
So this is our Heart, this is the physical process it goes through
but we are going to dive into the Water of our hearts
and learn and relate to more of the deeper spiritual level
So Let us… just relax…
Slowly breathe in the word Water…
and likewise let us slowly exhale the word Water…
inhaling and exhaling slowly
Relaxing, and trusting that in this small sacred circle
of Water Lovers and Guardians
we are a unified field of expanded conscious awareness
Vision yourself walking along a quiet wooded path
away from the hustle and turmoil of everyday existence
listening to the sounds around you change ever so slightly
from a brittle and jarring background noise
to a more rhythmic and gentle flowing orchestration
Listening attentively we walk further and further along
we begin to allow our pace to slow down
knowing that there is a place ahead
where we can sit by a small pond
which is fed by an ancient spring that never ceases
even in the most severe droughts of recorded memory
Relaxing deeper into our natural surroundings as we walk
we begin to feel the dampness in the air we breathe
the warmth of our bodies in motion
and a slight sense of thirst, which we know
will be quenched upon arrival at the springhead
As we continue along this path…
We see a clearing ahead through the trees
and slowly a small pond appears as if rising
from the heart of Mother Earth
almost as if it were an offering,
an offering to us, who are just arriving
Such a welcoming beauty and stillness to behold
as we gently sit on the hand hewn bench
placed so perfectly between the Spring and pond
sitting here, contemplating our arrival
we begin to hear raindrops
gently falling on the leaves above us
as if welcoming us to this Sacred gathering place
Recognize now the full embrace of Water
Above…
Below…
Within…
and Without…
and hear Her sing so lovingly
a song of Passion for Life in all forms
Allow yourself now to slowly dissolve…
to dissolve into this large gently swirling pool of wetness
being fed warm water from the primordial spring below
while gathering from above, the randomly falling raindrops
this warm pond of Loving Water
much like the Womb Water which held us
and sustained our tiny fragile tiny bodies
and which sustains us in all levels of our existence
Allow yourself to rest peacefully there…
knowing you are safe…
you are home…
you are loved…
As We look up…
A Dolphin appears in the rain clouds and begins to lovingly deliver a message.
Beloved Humanity…
within your Creation Stories there has always been Water
You have always been One with Water
You arrived here on Earth via the Water
You are Water Beings living a human existence
Then diving from the clouds
into the water before you
the Dolphin disappears without so much as a ripple
Let us now just feel into this moment of unity
a sense of deep serenity and completion
the serenity of feeling a tension on arrival
yet opening to receive a sense of Grace
as we willingly immerse ourselves in the pond
Immersion is how it has always been done
and perhaps it is but a moment of recognition
where codes are given and identities exchanged
then in an instant the elation of acceptance
a welcoming and an overwhelming sense of completeness
~SWEET GRACE~
Yes, we are so much more than just the containers for water,
or water guardians,
for We exist on many levels
as We are the Water itself without separation
Gently Feel into that suggestion…
Breath into it…
and allow yourself to surrender
to being water itself
Feel your perception of separation disappear
into a thought which has no value
This circle we began as a group of individuals is now one drop of water
There is no more separation
as we are that one whole drop of water
coming together in this moment of singularity
a tiny yet powerful presence of co-creation
in a pond which flows to become a stream,
perhaps a River, the Sea or the Ocean
all the while in a continued state of evaporation
in order to gather and rain again in another part of the Planet
Rest here now with your open Hearts
and receive the Blessings that Water offers to us
we never know from whence they may come
yet each of us can remember them…
tiny fractal moments
that remind us, of so much more
So beautiful…l
So precious…
such beautiful living organisms
that without water, would not exist at all
When you are ready…
Gently feeling into our individual physical embodiment again
let us begin the journey of return
leaving the pond with a Blessing or an Offering of Gratitude
let us visit the Springhead to remind us that we too are primordial
that we are all Ancient Water Carriers
Eternally sailing the Star Waters
sometimes becoming a single drop
one tear on the cheek of an innocent child who is thirsty
and at others the raging floods which erase the footsteps
we have left behind
Yes, take a deep inhale and feel the Water
and a relaxing outbreath
and welcoming back
Take few a moments now to just settle back in and know that it has been a joy for me to be of service to you today…
I Love You – I Thank You – I Respect You
Blessings of Peace, Light and Love
Charlie Riverman Bergeron
~So Ta Ha~
It is hard to believe we are almost at Summer Solstice and all the insane shifts we have been making are not letting up.
Each of us have our own stories yet we are not ever going to fall back asleep again after all this emotional and physical processing.
That is for sure!
So here are some more of those wonderful messages that seem to find their way into my consciousness to remind us all that we are not in this alone.
6.4.17
Now that we have moved through the multi-level energetic waves it is time to take a look around at what is no longer there. The illusion of You is disappearing more rapidly in order to bring about Miracles which are really a part of your natural expression.
6.4.17
For those of us who have died and returned the question becomes…
“What If Your Lie” … ended right now.
We understand life and have chosen to return.
We remember who we really are not being…
and We end the Lie not the Life.
6.5.17
I Am honored to be here at this time when all are awakening to the Truth
To assist as a Light that opens the pathways to each individual spark of Source Energy
Years ago after returning to what we call Life I wrote these words to remind me and others of how precious we all are…
Everyday Is An Adventure
It Can Be Your Wildest Fantasy
Or Your Worst Nightmare
“You” Choose”
Your Wildest Fantasy Is A Limited Thought
And Your Worst Nightmare Is Just An Illusion
~ Charlie Riverman Bergeron 1993
6.5.17
You are so loved and appreciated as well and together each of us weave this beautiful fabric of Light which we call humanity.
Even in its darkest hours its brilliance is greater than a thousand Suns.
If all could remember just a fraction of that Light that each of us are, we could begin the journey back into balance and unity.
You see we are all remembering, the veil is lifting, there is no separation except in our stories and our creative imaginations and expressions.
It is who we are as creators in a dimensional form.
Powerful yet restricted by limitations we have chosen to contain us, to experience and to teach us on many other levels of our Divine Self.
6.6.17
We awaken from the dream with fragments of it all playing in our minds. They set the stage for our agitation yet were played out long ago and are just energy which is coming up as a sign of our moving through change.
Yes, the seas are rough, the trail is rocky and it is raining. You may want to turn back, to sleep and rewrite your dream but it does not serve you.
It is time to create from deep within yourself and it is frightening at times.
Be Steadfast and know that this is not insanity but creativity and you are all creators.
6.7.17
flow has no separation
nor hesitation
all memory is erased
6.10.17
Today the word Magic hit me as in, “Have You felt the Magic?”
In the next moment I was writing this message…
M ysterious
A ctivity
G enerating
I ntuitive
C reation
6.10.17
Each of us are the Love which cannot be destroyed but only hidden away from those with whom we share the same air, water, and sunlight.
Let Gratitude open and deepen its roots into the rich fertile earth of our physical presence and remind us we are “One Universal Family”.
6.11.17
Within the three rays of Awen
we are set free
to dance in the garden
as an eternal living flow
A sunset and words from Leo Buscaglia seem appropriate for this edition of my Thoughts and Words outpouring.
Yes, we are indeed in need of Self Love and Forgiveness these days and find that in the chaos of our times we are now finding a sense of hopelessness blanketing the smiles and laughter of so many of our loved ones.
The rapid increase in falsity of information and acceptance of it as normal is destabilizing even the solid earth we walk on.
Well perhaps I exaggerate a bit, however it certainly inspires us to find a deeper part of ourselves to bring about grounding and stability.
So as I write I pulled a card from A Course in Miracles which reads as follows…
The Holy Spirit guides you into life eternal,
but you must relinquish
your investment in death,
or you will not see life
though it is all around you.
T,225
So with that thought here is what was captured coming through me as Riverman over the last 9 days.
4.9
Each of us are going to continue to move into new relationships, be they personal or business. The old ways of embracing them are dissolving however and we must be very alert as to where we step along the new paths we take. The wise person will know when to listen to all the signs and signals that trigger old patterns or feel not quite aligned with who they truly are and will take the time to pause before committing fully.
This is not judgment or lack of self-confidence. It is learning to walk a tightrope in high winds.
4.9
WE Are Alchemists and True Masters whose Sovereignty is not to be compressed and hidden any longer within the constructs of a dense matrix paradigm. Our alignment with Elemental Nature and our unification within that compound structure is key to the transmutation of all that holds us within the program codes.
4.9
Thank YOU for being here NOW!
Let us all let go of the larger plan knowing that somehow we all are an important piece in its unfolding.
When We wake up each morning and say thank you for this one day we have to share with all of Life, it changes the frequencies through which we perceive.
It doesn’t mean that the fault lines of human experience will cease to threaten us but we will become more aware of how to not let them affect us so deeply.
It is then we can realize Peace within ourselves and radiate it without even thinking. Herein we change “our way of being” and all who encounter us will have to choose love or pain in that instant.
4.10
There is an inner freedom that needs to be released and it is carried in Lightness and Upliftment. Let us rejoice at this moment of Inner Freedom no matter how small it may be. It is in this slightest breeze which we rise and move into new understanding of the Joy of new perception.
4.11
The word Hope comes through as we gather the strength within us to face all that is being presented to us.
Our Presence here at this time within the dimensions represented is to be celebrated as our Release From Bondage.
WE are no longer held to old contracts of bondage which serve just a few but free to be the White Crane which brings Light to dispel the darkness.
4.11
Within the ever-expanding Divine Self
Gathering in a Unity of humanly undefinable proportions
We are emanating forth now to share Our Shining Presence
One Peace – One Light – One Love
4.11
Inhaling and Releasing with each and every breath we are kept in a flow of balance which never ceases to allow us Life.
In the most simplistic of forms we become truly innocent and intentional simultaneously. The inner and outer journey are but indistinguishable except by direction of flow yet they are One Breath.
4.12
HOPE is the Light Energy which casts out all shadows.
4.13
Somewhere in the stellar vastness of ourselves
We yearn to create our likeness on the living canvas
contrived or by supreme injunction our human activity
becomes visibly present mimicking our star-seed origins.
4.14
Let there be Self Worth in abundance and a deeper knowing of how much Your Love is the true catalyst for Miracles
4.16 – Easter
I was awakened and arose at 3:33 this morning to review and address this past week.
Finding only one misalignment, I corrected it and began to reflect on how we all have been embraced by the Light of the Christ through Jesus.
The hopelessness into which humanity has been thrown can be transcended as it is only a dark and heinous illusion.
Resurrection is The Light of the Christ which returns us to the Source of our creation.
4.16 – Easter
In these days of Falsity we are beginning to accept that truth can be as much of an illusion as any other value we have held as a banner under which to gather.
All that which comes from within the core of our Hearts and connected to the Source of our Creation cannot ever be separated.
It can however be misaligned and distorted to represent the will and desires of humanity in its selfish agenda to become a controlling force of power.
My words of 3 years ago…
Can we ever know Truth through words…
Can we ever be satisfied with an explanation…
I would alter today…
Let us experience Life through our Hearts…
WE can never ‘be satisfied with an explanation’
WE can never ‘know Truth through words”
♥ I Love You ♥ I Thank You ♥ I Bless You ♥
4.17
Can we remember when the world around us was so filled with wonder.
Can we remember when we trusted all who appeared before us without judgment
Can we remember that we and every one we meet has had many moments in which their innocence was shattered and are now living with shards of energy that are painful.
May we each find the courage within us to face those moments and release them so that the New Children can recognize us.
I See You…
3.3
Sometimes on the road of Life, change is never understood until we look back.
3.4
Dollars have no real value. Debt is an agreed upon construct. They are both a representation of 7.4 billion people in slavery to an oligarchy.
3.4
To Shelley in NZ
May each step deeply stir the waters within you
May our most ancient ancestors greet and embrace you
The journeys are many and cycles are long
Remember when we chose to separate…
It was only for a moment
“Tihei mauri ora!”
3.4
From deep within your ever-expanding consciousness, You are the source of change.
3.5
Cosmic Dissonance – Call it what you will… many are feeling a bit banged up right now. Take time to be gentle and loving with yourself… pull back from dense energies which disrupt flow in any form
3.7
There is more emotional baggage than we could ever imagine, hidden deep within our energy fields. The more we release it seems the more it arises. Be diligent, steadfast and know that you did not accumulate it all in one day nor will it be released in that manner.
3.10
Embracing both masculine and feminine energies instead of selecting one over the other allows us to feel into them and receive the amazing understanding of how they are truly intertwined and cannot be separated except by delusion.
We learn that they do not have to be equally balanced but equally accepted as a vital part of ourselves and to deny one is to deny the other.
Thus the imbalance occurs as a natural reaction to the denial of the truth of our Oneness
3.16
I seems that we have forgotten that the Masculine and Feminine aspects of our Divine Self need to be Lovers as well.
Unconditional Love is equally balanced and interchangeable… no blame, no shame, no guilt. It is cannot be altered or destroyed… it is eternal.
3.18
The more I listen to that which is outside of me, the more outside of me I become.
3.18
When we begin to understand that we are a race of storytellers that chose to change the story of who we are and how we came to be here, then that Consciousness which recognizes it will be freed from the enslavement of the story.
3.19
Beautiful Turquoise how gracious you are
deeply moving through us in gentleness
enriching our souls with loving confirmation
that we are always connected in strength
lifting us in a vibrational resonance of Peace
Mabon Invocation
3.3